I have ALWAYS made it a habit of kissing my 3 yr old Marshall EVERY SINGLE time I get up to go to the restroom or get a glass of water during the night. Well this past Saturday (the 21st) I went through and bent down to kiss my sweet boy. HE WAS FOAMING AT THE MOUTH AND TURNING BLUE!!! We rushed him to the ER and he had various tests done to him. Talk about my heart literally BREAKING right there. When the nures were poking and poking at his arms to get an IV running he is SCREAMING ” I don’t want to die !! I don’t want to die !!)….My heart was in my throat. All tests came back fine, except that he had to be admitted to the hospital and found that he has sleep apnea and is too chunky for his size/age. So now everynight he has at home an enebulizer and nasal sprays to help his breathing during sleep time. There is much, much more to this story, but I find it very difficult typing this because I’m just reliving the whole frightning episode. I do not think that me and Mom have ever cried so much in our whole lives…. and my husband and brother both were white as ghosts!! Everyone knows that this angel of mine is the ONLY reason that I am alive today. I have fought Cancer and all of the bullshit side effects that come with Cancer and now must have knee surgery!! Had God not sent me this beautiful child, I most defintely would not be here today. Had things gone very wrong for us this past weekend, I would NOT be here to even type this blog….I could NEVER live my life without this little sweet guy of mine….GOD IS WATCHING AND CARING FOR THIS FAMILY (AS HE IS FOR ALL OF US)…..Like I said before there is much more to all of this, I am just getting too upset as it is writing this down…. I just wanted you great friends of mine to know what’s going on in my world. Another Day, Another Drama!…THANK YOU GOD! for letting me keep my baby!
TWO amazing things are going down today!!
Motley Crue is performing on The David Letterman Show
AND
Their new album “Saints of Los Angeles” is out today!! Fuck yeah!!!
I guess, without sounding like a fuckin’ commercial, this is the first time in a relationship where I can honestly say I’m SO proud and stoked for my other half! It’s been one hell of a ride watching Nikki work his ass off putting together, not only the album, but the tour as well (Crue Fest).
I know what it’s like to have a lot on my plate, and still try to balance a work life with family time, as well as some kinda social life, and maybe if you’re lucky, some alone time! Nikki has somehow managed to do ALL of that, AND on top of that – be a rad father! Jesus!!!
But those are the qualities I admire in the people in my life.
It’s weird, ’cause Nikki has made being with someone, a completely new trip for me. Ya know, I always wanted to meet someone who was just as driven as I am, dedicated to the stuff they’re passionate about, leading a busy and productive life. I figured that’s gonna be the only way a guy was gonna be able to put up with my hectic ass schedule… and low and behold, BAM! I meet Nikki, and he is all of those things – and more…
But just as much as I wanted to be with someone who had their own thing goin’ on.. its a blessing and a curse at the same time. Right now, Nikki’s in New York, doing the Letterman thing, and then starting the beginning of a gnarly long touring schedule… and you know what?
I fuckin’ hate that I miss him so much! … And to think this is just the BEGINNING of the tour, and the beginning of my filming schedule for Season 3… so I’m gonna be equally as slammed… Finding time that will allow me to fly out and visit him has been pretty damn hard…
BUT, as difficult as it is to sleep at night without him next to me.. this is what we asked for! HA!
And even though I’m over here in Hollywood, and Nikki’s off and about all over the country, I wouldn’t want it any other way. I can be proud, and excited for him from a distance…
ANYWAY! The point of this was to share with you guys how happy I am to see all of this stuff come together in the end for Nikki, and know you guys will all agree with me when I say the new album is truly fucking RAD!!!
Lemme know what you think, if you hear it, or catch them on Letterman!
Maybe send him a virtual High Five here on myspace, for kickin’ major ass!!
XOXO,
Kat Von D
PS. If you guys get a chance to listen to the song, “Animal”, it’s one of my personal faves, even though its the only slow jam on the record… Some of those lyrics were derived from Nikki and I’s back and forth text messages in the first few months we were dating…. (Awwhhh… yes, you can puke now!)
Some Pet Photo
There are new live photos from our gig at Rock im Ghetto, made by Toemu-pix.ch. Many thanx for the great photos! Please, visit Toemus hompeage, to see more live photos.
