I have ALWAYS made it a habit of kissing my 3 yr old Marshall EVERY SINGLE time I get up to go to the restroom or get a glass of water during the night. Well this past Saturday (the 21st) I went through and bent down to kiss my sweet boy. HE WAS FOAMING AT THE MOUTH AND TURNING BLUE!!! We rushed him to the ER and he had various tests done to him. Talk about my heart literally BREAKING right there. When the nures were poking and poking at his arms to get an IV running he is SCREAMING ” I don’t want to die !! I don’t want to die !!)….My heart was in my throat. All tests came back fine, except that he had to be admitted to the hospital and found that he has sleep apnea and is too chunky for his size/age. So now everynight he has at home an enebulizer and nasal sprays to help his breathing during sleep time. There is much, much more to this story, but I find it very difficult typing this because I’m just reliving the whole frightning episode. I do not think that me and Mom have ever cried so much in our whole lives…. and my husband and brother both were white as ghosts!! Everyone knows that this angel of mine is the ONLY reason that I am alive today. I have fought Cancer and all of the bullshit side effects that come with Cancer and now must have knee surgery!! Had God not sent me this beautiful child, I most defintely would not be here today. Had things gone very wrong for us this past weekend, I would NOT be here to even type this blog….I could NEVER live my life without this little sweet guy of mine….GOD IS WATCHING AND CARING FOR THIS FAMILY (AS HE IS FOR ALL OF US)…..Like I said before there is much more to all of this, I am just getting too upset as it is writing this down…. I just wanted you great friends of mine to know what’s going on in my world. Another Day, Another Drama!…THANK YOU GOD! for letting me keep my baby!
