and I’m kinda sad but also very excited. its gonna be a wonderful experience and i get to see misa and celeste who i love sooooo much so thats cool but i’m leaving everyone behind and its depressing me. I have built so many new friendships in the past few weeks that i feel like i’m abandoning them but i’m really not because contrary to popular belief i am NOT staying to live in north carolina. not that it wouldnt be cool or anything but i just cant leave L.A. I mean think about it a los angeles girl born and raised living on the opposite coast??? negative! besides i want to come back i am actually more excited about coming back then i am about actually going okay scratch that its not true but i am very excited. hopefully some problems i have here will cool down while i’m gone so i can deal with them easily when i return. I am definitely going to miss alot but i mean alot of people but i miss my brother so very much and am so happy that he and my mom are making this trip possible for me. it gives me ample time to clear my head, organize my priorities and earn some cash. I want to learn how to bartend while i’m out there maybe even learn how to manage a bar so i can have some more experience coming back. it’s going to be amazing and anybody who wants me to write them an atual letter or send them a post card send me your adress!! oh and lets hope i come back with a million new tattooos lol
and I’m kinda sad but also very excited. its gonna be a wonderful experience and i get to see misa and celeste who i love sooooo much so thats cool but i’m leaving everyone behind and its depressing me. I have built so many new friendships in the past few weeks that i feel like i’m abandoning them but i’m really not because contrary to popular belief i am NOT staying to live in north carolina. not that it wouldnt be cool or anything but i just cant leave L.A. I mean think about it a los angeles girl born and raised living on the opposite coast??? negative! besides i want to come back i am actually more excited about coming back then i am about actually going okay scratch that its not true but i am very excited. hopefully some problems i have here will cool down while i’m gone so i can deal with them easily when i return. I am definitely going to miss alot but i mean alot of people but i miss my brother so very much and am so happy that he and my mom are making this trip possible for me. it gives me ample time to clear my head, organize my priorities and earn some cash. I want to learn how to bartend while i’m out there maybe even learn how to manage a bar so i can have some more experience coming back. it’s going to be amazing and anybody who wants me to write them an atual letter or send them a post card send me your adress!! oh and lets hope i come back with a million new tattooos lol




